Today I woke up and had my usual cup of coffee, then soaked it up with a heart melting cinnamon roll. Then I started to think about all of the things that I needed to get done today in order to stay caught up. I quickly found myself being overwhelmed with not only school work, but there were two big decisions about my future that I really needed to start considering and one particularly that I felt needed a quick answer, I had no answers. I still have none, but i've committed to fast for the entire day.
For the past few days i've been overwhelmed with a recent scenario, that could drastically change the future seasons of my life. I've been praying about it, but still doing life the same way as if I were not considering any big decisions. I guess I just feel like it should be different. The Lord moved me this morning to give up control- he urged me. Washing down the end of my cinnamon roll I was reminded of my immediate desires, and food being something that I rarely think about; in fact, typically overindulge without hesitance. I'm really hungry right now, but have been reminded today more than most days- of my need for God.
Im hungry, and Im thirsty God- fill me with the bread of life, I want to taste living water. Remove my thoughts from my immediate desires so that I might experience a greater depth of your love.
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